No, I’m probably not going to church today, even though I’d love to. I really want to get these revisions typed in and the book off.
But the Krissie Show went great and I was totally comfortable with it, not frantic and resentful.
And while I’m certain a small part of the 90 plus women found me obnoxious, with the majority of them I made them laugh and smile and groan at the puns, and then got everyone singing Christmas carols by bellowing them at the top of my soprano. So in fact I did good things for others in the name of sisterhood and the holidays, and that’s a Good Thing.
Even if I fell apart later.
I’m saving the depression/losing my religion discussion for later, because I have to work, and because nobody reads on Sunday (or not very many) and it was a really really great discussion. Maybe we’ll all talk about it, on Tuesday (because tomrrow is All About You). So that’s your assignment. Reread the comments from Losing my Religion, add some more if you want, and on Tuesday We’ll Talk.
But since I was worthless after the performance (wept, napped, didn’t eat, went back to bed) I need to get a move on these revisions so I can have fun with Christmas, because I dearly love Christmas, and there’s got to be a way to have a good time without the presents part.
Problem is, I looove giving presents.
Ah, well. I’ll figure it out.
And maybe I’ll even be able to sneak an hour off for church.